just for now...

"getting close by going far away. going far by staying here. to the kind of place where loneliness is travelling best. leaving ill and well alone. it all fails...all fails. let the clock strike upon this resting hour. for now...for now...leaving point depair, leaving point hope. getting lot to find a way back home. getting back by letting go. make another fall in the flow of things. and death is just a breath away, but so is life. saying this, but knowing not which scares the most. for now...for now...leaving point despair, leaving point hope. whatever worry running through the veins. when you go, we go. whatever worry, raise the flair. when you're there, you're there. getting close, abandoning point home. leaving point despair. looking up from the rush of things in the point of life that is now. a point of life...for now."
Thomas Feiner